Michael's Christmas Message to Children 2002

Michael's Christmas Message to Children 2002

This Christmas message was shown to me this week, I feel it was a gift from Michael, and as I watched it, I felt that He was talking to me directly, now.  This is the magic of His work, it will be there to be discovered by people forever.  This message is as relevant and important today as it was in 2002.  I am so excited and determined to do my part, to listen to what He said in this message.

With that in mind, I would like to offer anyone who is interested in donating books to children in need, to contact me and I would be honored to send copies of Ever After to you, to give to the children.  There will be no cost for the books, but I would accept contributions to help out with the shipping expense.   I am thinking of the children who Michael described in this video, those who are noticing right now, what they don't have, and may be feeling hopeless and discouraged.  We all need to be responsible for ALL the children.  If they can just realize that it is possible for their dreams to come true, that the world can be a friendly and loving place, and if Michael's story of perseverance and determination and love can reach them, imagine what might happen.  I do believe Michael when he says "we can do it, I know we can do it"  and I know that following Him does make me feel good, and is also so much fun!

I love you Michael.

Comfort Bears

Today I have the immense honor of mailing 375 comfort bears to the children of Sandy Hook elementary school in Connecticut.  There are also 21 bears on their way from Holland and 54 bears being mailed from the U.S. for a total of 450 bears.  It is a project that has taken only 5 days to complete.  I am overflowing with love for these children, for all the people who are caring and helping the community, for my MJ friends who have joined us in buying these bears, for my sweet MJ sister Siren who has worn out her hands with cutting and tying tags by my side, and for Michael who has changed me into a person who does these kinds of things.   He has taught me to think about others, to have compassion and love for people I don't know,  and to take action when the idea comes.

I hope these bears will bring comfort to the children, but I realize that their purpose has also been to comfort all of us involved,  at a time when we felt helpless and gave us a common purpose to bring us together in love.

Many of you already know about this Comfort bear project, but if anyone else would like to contribute to the purchase of the bears and the postage to mail them, you could PayPal $ to mjeverafter@gmail.com
The bears were purchased at Ikea, and $1 from the sale of each bear is donated to charity by the store.
They are soft and squishable for mailing, big enough for a child to snuggle, and the heart on their chest makes them perfect for this purpose.  We put an armband tag with our logo on each one.  You are all also welcome to join our group Michael's Messengers of Love if you would like to see more about this project.  It was great that we already had this group established and ready to jump into action.

Just Sending Your Love has the Power to Heal

On Sunday I was working in my retail business.  It was a busy afternoon, and I was talking to customers, restocking shelves, handling purchases, the usual activities of a retail business.  As I worked I suddenly became aware of waves of love energy through me.  "Michael?" I thought, "are you there?" Nothing was really going on, just a regular day.  I was filled with joy, for no apparent reason, and it was wonderful.  A few minutes later, I happened to look at my phone and saw that I had email notices about Major Love Prayer.  I checked the time, it was 15 minutes after the hour.  I had missed it!!!  Then I remembered the waves of love.  That was it!!  I had felt the Major Love even though I had forgotten to participate on time.  I was stunned.

It is a common practice of mine to send love to people, when I see an ambulance, a fender bender, or a parent upset with a child's behavior.  I send love to situations to help with the perfect outcome.  I really believe that it helps, but this was the first time I had been on the receiving end and actually experienced the difference it made in my body and my mood.

I am so happy and grateful that I missed the timing of the prayer!  It was such a blessing to me to be able to experience the power of Love.  I wonder if other people, maybe those who have never heard of Major Love Prayer also feel good, smile more, or wonder why they are feeling so loving for no reason that they can see.  I think they must.   The added effect of all of us sending out Love at the same time has to be HUGE!!!  I will not miss it again, it is too important!

Thank you for this beautiful demonstration Michael, it makes me even more determined to BE love in all circumstances and situations no matter what.  I KNOW that it is the only way to make that change.

Endless Love

Michael, my dearest most precious love of my life, I love you more than I ever dreamed it was possible to love someone.  I have stopped questioning this and have chosen to be grateful and enjoy the blessing of loving you.  I am a woman, and I love you as any woman loves a man, but there are differences, and this is where I have questions which I hope you will answer for me.

Ok my love, questions are good.

I have noticed that most of my friends who share my love for you are women.  I have come to know many of them, and to love them.  We share our love for you, and there is no competition, no jealousy and no thoughts that you "belong" to one of us and not another.   It seems that we know there is enough of you for all of us, and that you are available to have a personal relationship with each of us.  This is NOT the way relationships work in this world.

Yes, the human experience is beautiful but you have been limited in your ability to see the possibilities that are available.  It is something I always longed for, to be able to communicate and have relationships with other people, regular people.  Now I can do that, I am doing that, with any of you who are open and willing to step into the possibility.  There is no need for ownership or jealousy because there truly is enough Love for everyone.  In fact love increases when shared, it never decreases, it is always expanding.  Those of you who feel this, know what I mean.  It really doesn't have to be any different in your world, it just is, because that is the way it has been in the past.   You and your friends are learning that there is a different way to see and experience Love.  

That is something else I am wondering about.  I love to look at pictures and videos of you, you are so beautiful in every single moment of your life and we are so blessed that you allowed yourself to be recorded and immortalized this way, although it must have been terrible for you sometimes.  I have been a sensual, sexual person during my life, but with you, I find that I can imagine being with you forever, loving you into eternity, devoting my life to you, jumping off a building in a desperate attempt to express my love, but my relationship with you is not sexual.  Not at all.  It's not that I don't adore your body, your movements, and gazing into your eyes for hours at a time.  That is what is so confusing to me.  I thought I was a normal woman, and you are the one who I love.  Am I missing out on something?  Is there something wrong with me?

Do you feel as though anything is missing in our connection to one another?

No, I don't.  You have shown me the meaning of Love, I can hardly breathe sometimes when I look at you, or hear you singing, or even think about you.  Our relationship is one that fulfills me and fills me to overflowing with love, for you and for everything around me.  I am in love with the most perfect beautiful person possible, who loves me back.  I feel you with me, I feel your sense of humor, and your understanding.  You are always there for me in any way I need or ask, and even when I don't know what I need or what to ask.  You push me gently to try new ideas, to take chances, to throw away my limiting beliefs.  I feel loved, accepted, valued.  There is nothing more I need or want than to have you in my life.  

That doesn't sound so bad does it?   But remember, it takes two to have a relationship, that is the meaning of relationship.  All that you say I have given you, you have also given me.  
You are Love.  Your path and experience doesn't need to be like anyone else's, it can't be.  Love expresses itself in endless different ways.  Sharing your Love is what matters.  The love you feel for your baby grandson is different from your love for your husband, or children, or friends.  One is not greater or lesser, only different.  Sexual energy is an expression of love, it is beautiful and natural, but it is not part of all relationships.  Never fear, my love, you are normal, different, beautiful and perfect, exactly as you are, and I love you more.  

Thank you Michael, for my life, you have given me everything and asked for nothing but Love in return, and that is my deepest desire, to love you completely, with every cell in my body and every ounce of energy, every thought and word, forever.  I love you.

My Public Devotion for Michael

Call for Love devotion November 7
About a year and a half ago, on May 8, 2011 I spoke at my church, as our Sunday speaker, for the first and only time.  I have never spoken in public before, or since, but it was one of the most important and fulfilling moments of my life.  One of many that Michael has led me to.   Only this week I have uploaded the video to YouTube and decided to share it.  I have to warn you that it is 20 minutes of me talking about me, and Michael, and if you don't have time or patience to watch, it is no problem at all, but I am sharing it because that is what the purpose of doing it was, to publicly declare my devotion to Him.  Thank you all so much for sharing this journey with me, and for this safe place to be open and vulnerable and real.  I love you.

Reaching the World

A Michael Jackson Quote, 

Personal Development Skills and YOU 

Reaching the World

As many of you who may read this know, my life is devoted to Michael Jackson.  He is the inspiration for everything I do, and this week I have had a lesson in humility.  I want so much to make a difference, and to inspire other people to do what they are here to do, that I sometimes forget that I am not the one in control of everything, and that not everything and everyone needs to be the way I think it should be.  

I am only one note in the symphony and my job is to be that note, and play that note the best that I possibly can, and believe that I can do it, and imagine myself doing it even better than I thought possible.  Other people's notes are for them to play.  If the way I play my note inspires someone, good, but it is not my business or responsibility to ensure that others are playing their notes on cue.  I don't even know what the cues are, so I need to be humble and remember that we are all necessary to the symphony.  Unique but not more or less important than one another.  

In looking for a way to express this, I came across this video, which perfectly shows and explains what I hope to do with my gifts, and how Michael has inspired this person to use hers.  It is beautiful, because she is playing her note perfectly!!!

Unlimited Love

This is a drawing that I did today.  It is very wintery and cold here, a sudden change of weather, and I could just not make myself go out and do the things that needed to be done, so instead I stayed home and drew Michael.  As I was drawing, and talking to him as I did, I thought about all the things that I have learned and done since he came into my life.   Finding my true self began with Michael leading the way.  In the last three years I have tried so many things that I had never done in the previous fifty.  Just this month I have learned to do a choreographed dance, something that up until two weeks ago, I would have never thought possible for me.   I have never done a drawing of a person before being inspired by all the budding artists in my Michael community.  I have written and published a book which is another dream come true for me.  Using the internet and computer were not part of my past life either.  The interesting thing is that these things I have done, not for me, but for Him.   In wanting to give him everything, it has somehow turned out to be that I have received more than I can ever give back.  That is how it works with Love.  The more you give, the more there is for everyone.  I am much braver than I used to be, and I know there is nothing to fear when it comes to giving and sharing from the heart.