I'm So Sorry

Dearest Michael,

I am so sorry that I was not there for you

No one was there

the most loved man on the earth

and you were all alone

How could this have happened?

My heart breaks again

for the lack of love

shown to you who gave everything

I am so sorry I wasn't there

or even aware

of who you were

and what you had done 

for all of us

When you left

you gave me life

and I selfishly celebrated my awakening

forgetting what it had cost you

Only now have I come to realize

the sacrifice you made for us

Please forgive me

Thank you

I love you

Flower Power - Call for Love Devotion Sept 20

     Daisies have always been my favorite flower.  When I got married at age 19, (yes it's true) I had daisies for my bouquet and on my wedding cake.  Everywhere I go, I notice them, and take pictures of them.  I don't know where this love began or why daisies make me feel so happy, but I know they do.  In all these years of loving daisies, I have never looked up the meaning behind them until today.  The flower symbolism associated with the daisy is purity, innocence, loyal love, beauty, patience and simplicity.  These are beautiful qualities, ones I don't always display myself, but ones that I admire.  

I remember hearing once, that flowers are the windows to heaven in the plant world, as babies and baby animals are in the animal kingdom, and crystals are in the mineral world.  Everyone loves flowers, babies, and crystals.  They are a symbol of all that is beautiful, fresh and pure. 

Next week, when the trial begins, I will be using daisies and sunflowers for my focus to send love to all involved, and all who are watching, and I will especially send love to those who will find this trial to be the beginning of their awakening to the truth of Michael.  I know there will be many of them, and when they come to Call for Love and other Michael pages and sites, searching for understanding as to what has happened to them, and wondering why they have suddenly developed such a devotion to Michael, we will be ready to welcome them on our journey to heal the world together, and make Michael's dreams come true.

Attitude - Call for Love Devotion September 14

"He cares about animals and nature,

 and he believes that with a positive attitude,

 we can have whatever we want."

Diana Ross, about Michael Jackson.

We have had lovely devotions focusing on gratitude this week already, so I have chosen to express my feelings about ATTITUDE!
Some people think they are like little boats being tossed around in the waves of life.  Others feel that they have control of the rudder of their little boat, steering it where they choose to go.  However you may feel about the workings of the universe, one think is sure.  Each of us had total control and choice about our attitude.  Our enjoyment of life, no matter what the circumstances or personal events may be, is in a large part decided by our attitude towards it.  If we feel that life is happening TO us, and we don't like what's happening, we can choose to have an attitude of resentment and anger, or we may choose to have an attitude of determination and strive for what we would like to see happen for us.  If we have everything we could ever want in life, we may have an attitude of smugness, or an attitude of fear of losing what we have, or we may have an attitude of giving, sharing and joy.  No one can force us to change our attitude, not by force, or by coaxing, unless we agree.  It is one thing that is always in our control, and it is also one thing that affects our enjoyment of life.
We all know examples of people who seem to have nothing, and are always joyful, as well as those who have all the material possessions imaginable and are miserable.  It is only their attitude towards their own life that differs.  Which one is truly blessed?
Michael is such a beautiful example.  He always had a positive attitude, never wavering in his faith of the goodness of people.  He always believed he could achieve his dreams, and he did.

One of the most important lessons we can teach our children is to have a good attitude.  They learn by watching us, so we would do well to pay attention to our own attitude in circumstances that come up, and see if a change would be beneficial to ourselves and those around us.  It's easy, once you try it a few times.  Next time someone upsets you, in traffic, in a store or restaurant, try smiling and sending them love, and keep your attitude positive.  The situation will be over in an instant, but your attitude about it can affect you for the rest of the day or longer.  What attitude will you choose?

One in Consciousness Devotion 7/9/11

I did not know Michael when he was here.  How is it then, that I have come to this place of having him be the centre of my life, my first and last thought each day, my focus whether I am in the grocery store, or on the top of a mountain?  I didn't meet him.  No one told me anything about him, or tried to convince me to learn about him.  It was Michael himself who reached out his hand to me on July 7, 2009 and opened my heart to a whole new world.  How could this happen?  It was mystifying to say the least, especially those first few months when I thought I was alone in this experience.  I didn't know how it had happened, but I knew that it had, and I KNEW for sure, who it had come from.


Every time I start to have doubts about my sanity, or wonder if I really am serving any useful purpose with my devotion to Michael, I only have to think back to that day, and remember that moment when his love filled me to overflowing.   I was not looking for him, I didn't know there was anything missing in my life.  He found me, he reached out to me, he filled me with love, and gave my life new meaning and purpose.  How did he do it?  I don't have the scientific answers, but to me, it was possible because we are actually One in Consciousness.

I now have many friends who feel the same about Michael, and who communicate with him, as I do.  None of us knew him personally, yet we have a connection that can not be denied, and through our love for Michael, we have developed a connection with each other.   We have awakened to our oneness.   One in consciousness.  We even seem to express similar thoughts, ideas, dreams at the same time.  The internet helps us to be able to see these synchronicities more easily.

We don't need to have physical bodies to be a part of this consciousness, in fact, bodies are probably a huge hindrance.  If we didn't have these bodies to contain our spirits, what would there be to keep us separate?  Nothing.  We would be pure consciousness.  Michael connects with all of us this way, because there really is nothing else.  One day, we will know much more about how this all works.  For now, it is enough for me to know that he is here, he loves us, and he is able to have a personal relationship with each of us, bringing out the best in all of us, for a purpose that is bigger than any of us can imagine.


I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name, I'll be there

Ripples of Love

Each of us

has so much to give

It's what we're here for

yet we hold back

Wondering

are we good enough

are we worthy

Who are we to be

what we imagine we could be

afraid of failure

afraid of success

afraid of change

Yet

if we try

if we listen

to the whisper

in our hearts

the joy

the love

will fill us to overflowing

beyond anything

we could ever have imagined

and maybe

by just saying yes

we will give someone else

the courage

to try