After almost four years of being steeped in Michael, I think it is safe to say that I will belong to him for the rest of my life. I try not to think about what that means exactly because it scares me. If I try to remember what my life was like before June 2009, I don't even know who that person was. Four years from now who will I be? What will I be doing? What new frontiers will I have tried? In some ways I know nothing will change, and in other ways I am afraid to guess. Would I ever have imagined that I would be writing a blog, writing books, being on Facebook, going on trips to a huge city like LA to sit on a sidewalk on Hollywood Blvd., speaking at Church, releasing butterflies, dancing in Thrill the World, doing sketches, donating to charities, giving to homeless people, planting a tree, having friends all over the world who I care deeply about. None of these things were part of my life four years ago, they had not even entered my head for a moment. The biggest change of all, falling in love with someone who has profoundly affected me in every way merely by being himself, sharing his love and his talents. Michael has brought all of these changes into my life.
Is there any reason to think that it will not continue? What will I be doing next? I don't know, but I know that I will say yes, and that it will be so much fun, and it will make a difference to someone else, somewhere, someday. Thank you Michael for this most wonderful adventure with you. Thank you for showing me how to be me. I love you.
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This was written beautifully. Sometimes it's how I feel as well. But you, my dear, have done so much in his name that I'm sure he's smiling down on you with approval.
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