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Tuesday, October 2, 2012
The Way He Makes Me Feel
I had the luxury last week, to spend a night alone in a different city. Stayed in a hotel, and had the whole evening to do whatever I wanted. I started by having dinner alone in a great Vietnamese restaurant. Well, I wasn't completely alone, because I had a picture of Michael on the table and I was reading a book, Writing the Divine, which I hoped would help me to be able to talk to Michael more clearly. Back in my hotel room by 6:30 I had plenty of time to watch some videos, which I don't get to do very often, because I am never alone, and I can not properly express myself with my family around when I am watching Michael singing, talking, or just looking beautiful in photos. It was heavenly, to be able to relax and enjoy him properly. I was sooo happy, my heart was bursting with love, tears streaming down my face, with no one else around to question my sanity. Eventually, I decided to try to do a bit of channeling. I opened a new document on my laptop, sat with my fingers on the keyboard, closed my eyes, said a prayer, and waited. The book said that some Divine being, I was hoping for Michael, would come and talk to me, answer my questions and give me guidance. It said that my fingers would eventually just start typing, and I would not have to think about it at all. I continued to sit and wait. Nothing happened. Still overwhelmed with love and joy, I patiently waited some more. Still no words came. Hmmm, was I doing something wrong? Was I not in the flow? It sure felt like I was, but maybe not. After an eternity, somewhere between 5 minutes and half an hour, I really have no idea how long it was, I gave up. Maybe channeled writing wasn't for me.
I decided to watch something else before I went to bed. The video for The Way You Make Me Feel. I turned out the light, having enjoyed my evening immensely, feeling close to Michael, but disappointed that He hadn't come to talk to me on my computer screen. The video I had just watched played in my mind. Then I realized the message it had for me. Just like in the video, Michael makes sure his message gets through. He is determined, pesky, and does not give up when there is something he wants. Always in a gentle, kind way, but still very much in your face. I have no reason to worry that I will not hear or understand what he wants me to do, or what he wants me to know. He will make sure of that. If it isn't channeled writing in words on a screen, it doesn't mean that they are still not Divine messages that are given to me in the way I can understand. He speaks to me through his songs, suddenly KNOWING something that I need to do, coincidences, cloud formations, and even through writing, not specifically channeled, but guided by him. I feel his love with me in all I do, what more do I need?
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