My Michael Story

My Michael Story

Although I am the same age as Michael, I did not follow him or his music. I knew about him, of course, from the news media, but I did not pay much attention to news or music or celebrities so my knowledge of him was very limited.   My opinion about him was based on the thought that anyone who could write a song like Heal the World, had to be a good person, so I did not believe the negative stories I heard.  That was about the extent of my knowledge of Michael, until June 25, 2009.  Of course, I was shocked and sad, like the rest of the world, that he was gone.  If someone my age could die, so could I.  I started to think about my own life, and realized that if I happened to die, I would regret not having done more with my life. 

On July 7, the day of the Memorial Service,  I saw a review of the service on Larry King Live, and my heart opened.   I realized the beauty of his music, I saw the huge Staple Centre full of people there for Michael, and I heard his daughter speak.  I saw how much he was loved, and how much he loved the world.  I started crying then, to the surprise of my mother who I was visiting, and didn't stop for months.  I felt as though I had lost my best friend.     I read every book about him, watched every video, interview, and listened to and loved all his music.  I was overwhelmed with love for the world, all people, animals, nature. This went on for months and the feelings did not fade, they grew, as did my love and admiration for Michael. He had done so much with his life, and nothing stopped him from accomplishing what he knew he was here to do. I was compelled to follow Michael's example, and ALWAYS say yes to my heart, and not hold back on my dreams as I had done for most of my life. 

I had wanted to be a writer, but had never actually written much of anything. Michael inspired me to try.  He encourages all of us to be the best we can be by doing what we love to do.  Since then I have published a picture book, telling the story of Michael's life, written like a fairy tale.   I have the opportunity to share his message with people from all over the world,  as well as future generations and also donate to charity in Michael's name.   It is the most fulfilling thing I have ever done.  I have become a different person, someone that I am proud to be.   

It is difficult sometimes to realize that Michael Jackson dying caused me to awaken.  You only need to look at Michael's life to realize that he gave all he had for us.  I am determined to do the same for him.  I really believe we can change the world, make it a better place for all of us, and make Michael's dreams come true.

Brenda Jenkyns

Canada